unfair

shut up.
you called me a liar
and for the last few days, i know you're lying

and what did I do?

I pray for you.
I'm worried about you for this long
and then today I found out
that you're fine and have fun in there
enjoy your own world with your fckin new friend
and easily ignore me
when I need you THE MOST
do you have any idea about it?

you forbid me not to share my story with anybody
but YOU, YOURSELF did not want to listen for mine.
how could you be so mean to me?

and after waiting for seventeen hours, it finally came.
i heard my phone notification.

than i click, view.

i'm tired.

seriously?
that's it?
and why i saw you in your closed group
saying a lotta happy words there
having so much conversation with your fellas

and me?
just a jerk that was abandoned

whatever,
I'm leaving.

youtube star !

okay. this is not a poem, or a story either.
this actually a lyrics of a song by gabe bondoc (have you ever heard before?)
he's one of my latest favorite 'cover-singer' on youtube.
he got a really great voice, and admirable guitar skill.

this is one of his own original song. it totally describe my condition. LOL~
no,no. just a little part actually.

well, hope you like it too :)



(I've Got A Crush On A) Youtube Star Lyrics

I fall apart when you say hello
At the beginning of your video
So nice of you to come by my place
On your trip through this whole cyberspace

I know that this is crazy
So I just keep it to myself
Tell me, who can I tell?

I got a crush
On a YouTube star
It's a little bit much
Cause everybody knows who you are
I got a crush
On a YouTube star
And I won't get far
But I got a crush
On a YouTube star

I check everyday
Subscribed to your page
Checking for updates
Well ok, I guess there's none today

Well that's just fine
I'm sure you're busy all the time
With all of the Youtube things on your mind

I know that this is crazy
So I just keep it to myself
Tell me, whom gonna tell?

I got a crush
On a YouTube star
It's a little bit much
Cause everybody knows who you are
I got a crush
On a YouTube star
And I won't get far
But I got a crush
On a YouTube star

I know you think it's silly
But yes I think I've really found someone
Found her with a search engine
My Y-O-U-T-U-B-E Star

I got a crush
On a YouTube star
It's a little bit much
Cause everybody knows who you are
I got a crush
On a YouTube star
And I won't get far
But I got a crush..

I got a crush
On a YouTube star
It's a little bit much
Cause everybody knows who you are
I got a crush
On a YouTube star
But I won't get far
Cause I got a crush
On a YouTube star


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