delivered through smile and tears.

dear my greatest and wonderful friends.
my classmates for the last two years.
my biggest part of my high school life.
my family, my child, my olympiad.

you know? we've separated.
almost a week.
and few days ago, i am broken.
i can't face this reality, i'm taken from you. from us. from our habits.
i'm sick of adapting new life. i can't even smile.
i'm fragile. easily cry . night by night.

but today, i'm ready.
ready to start opening my heart for a new direction.
our olympiad class might be crashed, but we are not fall apart.
we are one. and i believe we will always be.
i am not afraid anymore.
i love you olim, and i am strong for loving you.

this writing, might be not important for you.
but it really means a lot to me.
i'm too shy to speak this kind of conversation in the daily talk.
so i try to write it. i am sorry for disturbing you..

good luck, my friends.
our togetherness are obviously something. but it's not everything.
free your mind. your disappointment. your sadness. your fear.
defraggle your heart pieces to face this last year.
we're absolutely loving each other, and it hasn't stopped yet.
and i hope it will never end.

and remember. whenever you afraid, down, or broken,
look into your heart, close your eyes, and imagine a blue sky.
our memories and smile will always be there for you.

friday.
july 16, 2010.

a classmate who will always pray for your happiness,
mama.